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I'm trying to find my "roots". It's difficult to explain. I have a lot of things I love, but for some reason or another I have not been keeping up with. Usually it all boils down to laziness and excuses. I also need to start conserving on money. I have a bad habit of whenever someone says, "let's go eat!" I go. It gets expensive real quick.

This is me saying I ran four miles tonight and I haven't done that since June.

This is also me saying I'm going to spend more time at home, or at a park. But I will be spending it alone.

And this is me again, trying to find the balance I've lost.

I haven't had a drink in a week. Downing a bottle of wine a night just to get to sleep makes you step away for a few. I'm thinking until next year.