I'm taking a moment right now to be all emo and shouldbesixteensayingthisbutnot, yeah, that. It really sucks that there's something in my life I can't figure out and the only person I could talk to about it that would get it and get where I am coming from is dead. I hate the fact that, yes, I have friends but even though they "get" me on occasions I don't think I can rightly say that they would understand this. I also hate that the only person I know that would come close is Erik but right now I would come closer to punching him in the face than I would with talking.
Is there anyone on here that takes or has taken antidepressants and would stand to hear me ramble on the phone so I could figure something out?